Anthony & The Johnsons-cripple and the starfish




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The lie of a real life

Don't you think I understand?
The hopeless dream of being. Not seeming, but being.
In every waking moment aware, alert.
The tug of war-what you are with others and who you really are.
A feeling of vertigo,
and a constant hunger to be finally exposed.
To be seen through, cut down, even obliterated.
Every tone of voice, a lie.
Every gesture false.
Every smile a grimace.
Commit suicide?
That's unthinkable!
You don't do things like that.
But you can refuse to move and be silent.
Then at least you are not lying.
You can shut yourself in, shut out the world.
Then you don't have to play any roles, show any faces, make false gestures.
You'd think so, but reality is diabolical.
Your hiding place isn't watertight.
Life trickles in everywhere.
You're forced to react.
Nobody asks if it's real or not.
If you're honest or a liar.
That's only important at the theater, perhaps not even there.
Elisabet, I understand why you're silent, why you don't move.
Your lifelessness has become a fantastic part.
I understand and I admire you.
I think you should play this part until it's done, until it's no longer interesting.
Then you can leave it as you leave all your roles.

From "Persona" by Ingmar Bergman

..left us so brittle
there was so little
left to give.

Moments like these captured in such a tiny video are not meaningless or forgettable..

They just make you wanna scream I was there..I am hereeeeeee!

Come on over
lay down beside me
and I'll try
I'll try..

Depeche Mode - In Your Room

Eτσι, για να μην ξεχνιόμαστε..

Eτσι, για να ΚΑΥΛΩΝΟΥΜΕΕΕΕΕ..

'Ετσι, για να σκάει και το χειλάκι ρε γαμώτο!

The Cure - World in my eyes

..through his eyes!

Placebo and David Bowie - Without you I'm nothing (live)

Αναζήτηση σπουδαία και τελεία, όταν το διαχρονικό συναντά το συνχρονικό..

Για σένα αδελφέ μου

Generation..iPod!

I know it is not personal..
Only my suffering is personal...

"Γιατί η ζωή χωρίς έρωτα δεν είναι ζωή, αλλά μία νευρωσική προσομοίωση της ζωής."


ΓΙΩΡΓΟΣ Χ. ΠΑΠΑΣΩΤΗΡΙΟΥ - Ο Μαρκές και τα παιδιά της Κοπεγχάγης...«ΒΡΑΔΥΝΗ»

enough with the journey
enough with the effort
point well taken
as that of destinations and goals
the question remains..
..how about my fucking day to day life..

Για ένα μονάχα αδημονώ, για τη πιθανότητα να συναντηθούμε, να μην πούμε τίποτα και να έχουμε πει τα πάντα..

"Αιντε παιδιά, και όσοι δεν πέθαναν ακόμη τώρα σε άλλες μάχες να τραβήξουν.."

(από το ραδιοφωνικό σποτ της "Σπείρα-Σπείρα και του Σ. Κραουνάκη)